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Fourteenth Of January, Oh NineHow Long?   
Three and a half days to go, still a long time though, I miss you more than it's possible to miss someone. You know you're crazy when you miss someone so much, you start to create scenarios in your head, of that person lieing to you/ cheating on you, just so you can petend that, that person is near you. Yes, right now I would rather have you cheating on me if it meant you could be near me.   
It is hard to not long for you, when you are all I can think about, everywhere i look is you, i can still remember the way you smell, I miss you.   
Gosh, thesethings seem to be getting shorter, i'm just so tire Fourteenth Of January, Oh Nine
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Thirteenth Of January, Oh NineI'm still waiting...   
Well, day two of my seven day torture fest is finally over, another long day filled to the brim with lack of you, another day day i might've died, but for the fact that in five days, you will be back where you are supposed to be, here with me. I miss you more than ever, our time apart seems to just force me to grip harder onto my memories of you, your voice, your smile, the look in your eyes when you are truly happy, our kiss...   
I did alot of cleaning today, one of "our" things, whenever I'm cleaning I'm with you, but today you were'nt here, it was hard not to cry but I got through. I got at leas Thirteenth Of January, Oh Nine
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Twelfth of January, Oh NineI'm waiting for you...   
 
I have spent seven painful days without you, seven days without my only love, a torture worse than any pain could acheive. A week is far too long, so to pretend as if im near you, I have started writing this log of life without you, knowing that as you read this, you can imagine me with you and maybe feel better about the distance between us, the painful physical seperation that kills me even as i write this.   
I miss you. A longing builds within me, every second a thousand infinities of jet black shoot through me, a reminder of where you should be. We talked today, online and through text Twelfth of January, Oh Nine
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Dead?"Deon Samuels, your time is up"   
There was a loud CRACK as the pistol erupted, a lead pellet slicing quickly fthrought the barrel and cleanly enering Deon's head then exiting through his left eye, blood gushed out of the two holes in his head.  
This was Deon's end.   
His body crumpled to the floor.   
"Goodbye Deon, You will kill no more"   
"Goodbye John", said a voice from behind him.  "And i'm sorry but there you are wrong, i will kill again, but only once more"   
Again there was a loud CRACK as a pistol erupted and a sharp pain as the bullet entered his head then as his fina Dead?
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Umm Suicide And 'Why Does He Hate Me?'

Wed Jan 10, 2007, 9:14 AM
ok As most of you will know i write what i feel
And at the moment im just not very happy
I actually considered killing myself
but someone helped me through and gave me reasons to live
6 to be exact
So anyway thts the story behind Suicide
Ok now 'Why Does He Hate Me?'
That is a different story alltogether
Based on a true story this has a much deeper meaning
And its just out there to tell people that this sort of thing happens in
homes all around the world
people say "how could a guy do this to his own son?"
Trust me the things that happen in abusive homes gets much much worse
But yea
I need Sleep
I have had none since 9 o clock the day before yesterday

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  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: B Boy World Championship BORING MUCH
  • Reading: Harry Potter And The Goblet Of Fire
  • Watching: The Computer Screen
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Again Nothing
  • Drinking: Coffee

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  • Current Residence: Ummmm here
  • Interests: ummmmmm there is the stuff that is there because it is there!!! does that answr your question??.No?!
  • Favourite movie: Saw III
  • Favourite band or musician: My Chem
  • Favourite genre of music: rock/emo/hardcore
  • Favourite poet or writer: Ang
  • Favourite photographer: Gotta be joj
  • Favourite game: I dunno umm something involving killing people, releives stress
  • Favourite cartoon character: Always Loved Scooby Doo for some reason dunno why
  • Personal Quote: Go die in a hole with your uncle,also u wil find me adding and such to the end of every sentence

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~Marmite-Mo:iconMarmite-Mo: Apr 25, 2009, 2:52:14 PM
yooo
dan has a DA now lol
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*YuriPanda:iconYuriPanda: Apr 1, 2009, 11:00:23 AM
:thanks: Thank you for the :+fav:! :hug:

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~Murder-In-Air:iconMurder-In-Air: Mar 24, 2009, 2:44:42 PM
Thanks for the fave :heart: !

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if i could restart, i would remove the batteries,
shut down, and sleep for the rest of my life
BUT JUST BEING OUT WOULDN'T MAKE ME HAPPY
~claustrophobia3000:iconclaustrophobia3000: Mar 25, 2009, 8:58:20 PM
np

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its amazing how as writers we don't realise the extent to which othe people are affectd by our labours.... Don't you agree? A single word can change a life
~Marmite-Mo:iconMarmite-Mo: Feb 17, 2009, 8:01:54 PM
holy poo! thanks for all the favs!!

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~claustrophobia3000:iconclaustrophobia3000: Feb 21, 2009, 5:36:07 PM
lol np i loved ur folio

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its amazing how as writers we don't realise the extent to which othe people are affectd by our labours.... Don't you agree? A single word can change a life
~Marmite-Mo:iconMarmite-Mo: Mar 2, 2009, 1:31:47 PM
haha awww thank you dev!!

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~Marmite-Mo:iconMarmite-Mo: Jan 21, 2009, 2:34:50 PM
wow i fully thought you were on my watchlist already! sorry about that, have done it now haha

thanks for the fav on my id, kinda a random one to choose but sure :P

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~Marmite-Mo:iconMarmite-Mo: Jan 16, 2009, 4:37:36 PM
thanks for the favs haha you didn't have to add that many WOW i feel special hahahahaha

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